Ah, yes…the old ranting posts. I see that someone read those. Here are some pictures I took on that deserted day. The old sky was the only thing that held my heart in place. I am taking some of that content down. It doesn’t belong on the internet. That business almost broke me. It was an ugly turn in the story, history that feels ancient with ongoing effects.
I try not to hold any grudges, I am bad at grudges…no good at all.
I wish that people would just let it all go…the ways that it all came crashing down…chalk it up to another misunderstanding in a world chock f*in full of misunderstandings…fueled by fear on one hand, righteousness on the other…both burning equally bright…get on with life in ways that are better than they were before…
I was totally alone. I didn’t know what to do. I had never, in my life, been completely and utterly alone in all ways. It was scary.