This really irks me. Stupid kundalini crisis. All the signs were there. I am an ordinary person who went through an ordinary experience…except all the devices of drama bungled it terribly and instead of trying to simply accept that I was shedding all the onion skins, waking up in some totally human way…well, I tried to explain it, tried to frame it, and – being the resourceful idiot that I am – tried to do something with it…because I feel guilty if I let things go to waste…I pushed it further with mega-doses of B-6, upped the ante – felt like the whole world was beautiful again…beautiful like it hadn’t been beautiful since I was nine years old.
I believed so strongly in goodness and possibility…I must have seemed insane.